• Leave it to chance

    by  • June 12, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Hope • 4 Comments

    I can’t. I can’t tell you how I feel. I can’t tell you that I dream of you. Dreamt of you walking out of this place with someone else. Dreamt of you not responding to me. I’m scared. I’m scared of you. I’m scared of me. I’m scared of what could be in letting these words roam free. And while it burns my insides to hold it all back, I so patiently wait for you to say the words that I long to hear. Because you are the only one who could change this. Because you are the only one who could make this feeling go away. So stop me. Draw your thoughts. Take what you might see as a risk and leave it to chance. The chance for a change to our story. I need to believe that you’ll someday do this for me. I need to believe that you’ll one day make this burning within light up to something real, a new beginning.
    Because you are the only one.

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    4 Responses to Leave it to chance

    1. TLH
      June 12, 2015 at 11:11 am

      This is so real….so heartfelt. Keep writing please.




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    2. This
      June 12, 2015 at 12:08 pm

      This is what im waiting to hear.
      Talk to your person. Chances are your aprehension is causing them stress and fear too. Seriously, talk to them. If you cant be 100% open and honest with them how are they supposed to be with you?




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    3. Yes.
      June 12, 2015 at 1:30 pm

      If this is for me, which is highly unlikely, I will. I promise.

      Just send me a sign. Text me. Tell me it’s okay, nothing more, and I will.

      I love you. Always have and always will.




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    4. Repetition is key!?
      June 15, 2015 at 5:48 am

      Eventually they’ll feel special…




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