I’m graduating, you’re not for another couple years, so I just need to let you know for my sake and maybe yours. And for the zero in a million chance you read this, please I just need to know if you want me in your life anymore.
I fell for you, hard. I’m not sure what it was, your smile your eyes, your laugh, the way you treated me, your kindness, I can’t tell. But for the past 7 months, its been you I’ve been thinking about non stop. One day I worked up the courage to talk to you, and we exchanged numbers, and all that jazz, I still remember the conversations we had, about our lives, our feelings,and dreams and thoughts. And how we’d help each other no matter what. Then I asked you to hang out, and u said we couldn’t because u had a boyfriend, I pretended to be fine and happy for you, but honestly deep down I was jealous. Because this man is the luckiest man in the world, and he probably doesn’t even know it. I tried moving on but I just couldn’t, and I’m to scares to tell you how I feel truly, for I don’t want to jeopardize our relationship now. To end this off, I just want to say, I love you,and that won’t change. So here I am, lost.