• Let down… Liar

    by  • June 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 2 Comments

    Dear ex boyfriend.
    I don’t understand what you did and why. You lied to me and deliberately didn’t tell me you were taking another woman on holiday with you. You said you were helping your brother move house .. Not taking a woman who you never mentioned with you.
    You promised me that trip, but lied to me. I only found out as your friend posted pics on FB. You didn’t know I was friends with them.
    When I saw you with your arms around her and holding hands I felt sick. You told me you loved me only a day before. I don’t get it? What did I do wrong? When I tried to phone you when I saw the pictures you turned your phone off and said it wasn’t a ‘good time’. No I clearly get it…. You were with her.
    All I did was offer you unconditional love. I accepted all your baggage , your children .. Everything. You welcomed me into your family, sent me flowers and bought me jewelry. You told me you loved me. Yet betrayed me. I feel sick.
    I would have given everything up for you. You treated me like something on your shoe.
    I’m so angry. You haven’t even the gumption to answer my call and face the music. Pathetic.
    I hope she makes you happy. I truly do.
    I had such high hopes. I’m so disappointed in you as a person. Your deceit and lies .. Make me sick.

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    2 Responses to Let down… Liar

    1. free @ last
      June 10, 2015 at 12:55 am

      Much as it makes you sick, and trust me, I totally understand. Feeling like you’ve been punched in the stomach, the jolt of pain that makes you shake uncontrollably because your body simply can’t contain the dozen or so horrific emotions. I know this feeling from personal experience. Save the picture somewhere, out of sight but easily accessible. You’ll need it later, when he comes back, crying and begging for forgiveness, full of excuses and alibis. When he wants to pretend to be a decent human being again, you’ll need that picture to remind you what an amazing liar he is.
      If at any point in the future you begin to become angry with yourself for falling for it, remember this… you weren’t being stupid, you were being trusting. above all else, be happy. Make your own personal happiness your goal. You can not fix what’s happened, but you obviously cared deeply for him. Some deserving man is out there waiting for that.


    2. @free
      June 12, 2015 at 1:23 am

      well said



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