• Broken

    by  • June 6, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    I feel broken and alone. I feel trapped in my own mind and can’t get away! I’m in a relationship but she says she feels lost now and is travelling all over the world lately with me sitting here beating myself up over things that were somewhat out of my control. Alone in our home we built that feels more like a prison for every mistake I have ever made! I had loved once previous and lost it and was so heartbroken and within that I lost my willingness to allow love to touch my heart again! And I live with this regret each day because now the girl who I wish I met from the beginning and I was so scared to love doesn’t feel the same way she felt when I was too afraid to love back! I let my past ruin the future I want! Now that I’ve finally allowed the feelings to come full circle it is too little too late I think and now am scared as all hell that my heart is going to be broken once again. If I could turn back the clock I would find her sooner and love her longer! She wanted to marry me and have a family and I was too scared in fear of heartbreak while all along she has been everything I ever wanted! And now I sit here alone while she is travelling… I want this to end and for the feelings to rush back not this empty loneliness that I feel burdened with I want her to love me and miss me like she once did

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