• That’s it

    by  • June 5, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 3 Comments

    Someone recently posted a letter about being haunted by a previous love, and the word “haunt” describes so perfectly what I am feeling about you.
    The lingering traces of obsession, hope, happiness and disappointment stick to the walls of my heart. I want to be cleansed and cleared, and haven’t used the right methods. It comes back with a vengeance.
    I want to be able to remember you and that intense promise of happiness with a smile. To treasure that memory of hope, true compassion and will to make happy, not just from you, but from me. At the moment I can’t remember with a smile. I still feel an ache and emptiness when I remember. A pang in the stomach. A gaping hole in the chest.
    I haven’t healed yet, and I hope I find the way soon.

    3 Responses to That’s it

    1. something that helped me
      June 5, 2015 at 11:38 am

      When I once felt this way, what helped was knowing I did my best with them while they were still part of my life. It helped to know I had no regrets and it truly was their loss because they treated me poorly/took me for granted. Things will get better.

    2. Polly
      June 5, 2015 at 2:12 pm

      It gets easier but it never completely goes away. I still miss my ex 2 years later and it was me who broke up with him. He found another girl before I finally realised I wanted him back. I guess the moral of the story is to speak out before its too late to do so.

    3. Things will get different.
      June 6, 2015 at 11:52 pm

      Agree with @something. It helps you to move on. Later, maybe, you’ll think you ran away. Take your time.

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