• Old friend

    by  • June 2, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 0 Comments

    Dear S

    If this is the 6 billion to one chance that your reading this then, I want you to know that I know that I hurt you when I ended our friendship with you.
    back then I was still extremely bitter and hurt because I was under the impression that you purposely drop kicked our 12 year friendship out the window like it was nothing; just to make room in your life for your husband and worse you were completely indifferent to how that made me feel. I just wanted to become indifferent to the whole situation as quickly as possible for the sake of my own sanity, I ended our friendship for me. I know and understand now that you did nothing wrong and you were just doing what was best for yourself at the time. I only took those things as personally as I did because I guess I just missed my friend.

    I’m not going to ask for the friendship back mostly because between the mount Vesuvius eruptions I seem to accidentally trigger and the silent treatment. I don’t know if my impressions were correct or if you are still hurt from the whole situation.

    Anyways the past is the past and I’m not holding on to anything that doesn’t matter anymore. Neither of us wanted to hurt each other but we did anyways just for doing what was right for ourselves and that doesn’t make either of us bad people it just makes us human

    I forgive you for everything, and I hope that one day you can forgive me if you haven’t done so already.

    May God bless you Always

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