• Love that cannot be

    by  • June 2, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    To you, the one person that I look froward to seeing every morning, and seeing that bright smile of yours. It goes straight to your eyes, I hope you know you’re so beautiful.
    But I hate you, every part of my being needs to hate you, wants to hate you. It is all so wrong, I can’t love you, I can’t even like you. Your existence shatters me, it keeps me questioning everything I stand for. You are ruining me, I cannot love you. So please stop smiling and laughing and making all those jokes. stop letting me catch you looking my way, just stop. I am in love with him, he is my boyfriend. Constantly, you make me doubt the relationship and doubt my decision to love him instead of you. I cannot fall, I am already in too deep.

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