I don’t cry over the time lost and all of the craziness . The past has passed. I forgive. I let go. I cry because I know unless you turn around, the day you leave your body for good. You will live eternity in shame, fear and torment. That’s the heart breaker. It’s better to give your heart to The Lord completely, every day giving to live on earth. What’s the purpose of giving another flawed person your heart, what can a human do with a heart that will fix it permanently? Nothing nothing at all.