Next week, I am going to see you one last time. I have to stop this because it hurts so much. You have no idea how much I care about you. The past two months have been the happiest time of my life. You said you are not ready for any relationship and I think the truth is you never love me.
It hurt and I cried every moment knowing we will never be together. I will give up everything to be with you. I love you to the moon and back.
I will miss you so so much. Losing you is the biggest regret of my life.