• IT HURTS

    by  • May 28, 2015 • To You • 0 Comments

    It fucking hurts.

    It fucking hurts that you think of me as a fall back.

    It fucking hurts that I’m a mess because of that.

    It fucking hurts that you see her but you don’t see me.

    It fucking hurts that she doesn’t even try.

    It fucking hurts that I was always by your side and yet you chose her over me in a heartbeat.

    It fucking hurts that I wait for your good nights before I sleep – and there was a time you told me you loved me along with it. Now you spend the last waking hours of your day watching a movie with her and telling her the sweet words you once told me.

    It fucking hurts that I know everything about you. Every single detail. Yet you fail to see that because of her intoxicating perfume.

    It fucking hurts that you’re blind about how I see you. How I feel about you.

    It FUCKING hurts when I’m around you.

    I can’t do it anymore. I can’t be around you anymore.

    Goodbye. And I wish I didn’t love you.

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