• To what never was and won’t be.

    by  • March 31, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 1 Comment

    Yesterday was the end of what never was and won’t be.
    I wasn’t prepared to hear your voice cracking under the pain of your torn heart. I felt like I was choking on my heart and it hurt but then went away. It was your pain I was hearing and feeling, as for my own? I don’t know where it went. Maybe I’m in denial.
    What a curse it must feel like to have millions at your fingertips, you could get anything in life except for the one person you really, truly want. I am sorry out of respect. Deep down, after all these years I finally feel liberated.
    I was in love with the idea of you, an idea that I never got to meet. I’m glad in a way, it would have been awkward knowing something about you that turned out to be a complete lie, why you told me such things I’ll never know but what’s done is done. I learnt how to keep my feet on the ground when my reality was thrown apart with illusions and even though for a time I felt so lost, I’ve come to my senses and I am myself.
    I wish you the best of life, love, luck and happiness.
    I don’t know if you’ll be in my thoughts again. I hope you move on.
    Once yours but never again.
    The end.

    One Response to To what never was and won’t be.

    1. Sad..
      March 31, 2015 at 1:42 pm

      I’m sure that person would love to talk to you even if its just for closure.

    Leave a Reply