• Can’t breathe

    by  • March 30, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 2 Comments

    I can’t breathe. I gave my whole self, stupidly to this person. This boy who did not see me as anything more than a body. and he let me, watched me fall for him every day, and walked away holding my heart in his hand. and now every day i have to watch him with her. the girl that brought out a side of him that i never could. i thought i was over it, but once again i find myself awake and sobbing at midnight, wondering why the hell i wasn’t good enough. i was the idiot. i should have stayed away, i knew it the minute i looked at him and felt my heart jump into my throat. and yet, here i am. suffocating. and i know deep down that he’s probably not worth my time and my tears and the little bits of myself that i handed over to him so very graciously, but it doesn’t change the fact that i feel as though I’ve been punched in the gut. can’t sleep. i don’t know why i bother anymore.

    2 Responses to Can’t breathe

    1. get angry
      April 1, 2015 at 12:56 am

      Don’t ever think you’re not good enough. It sounds like he was not the one for you. Who are they? They have too much power over you. Free yourself. You deserve more and you will get more.

    2. @A
      April 1, 2015 at 3:16 pm

      what makes you feel lik that, has the person said or done something…?
      And have spoken to your person how you feel ?

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