Depression starts to creep in when Mary isn’t around. She makes it easy to cope and forget about my problems momentarily. I wish I had a girl in my life that I could replace Mary with; unfortunately, I’ve become somewhat addicted to the way she makes me feel.
I’ve been on ONE date before. A single date. Mary was there but H and I left her in the car when we got dinner and saw a movie. I guess it was fine, I just wasn’t really attracted to H the way I’ve been attracted to a girl in the past.
I know there’s plenty of fish in the sea but it’s always that ONE fish on my mind. I can’t forget about her because I’m thinking about her all the time. I guess I’m addicted to the way she makes me feel too but in a different way. I don’t know what to do at this point, I’m just going with the flow. If only life was easy..