• Patience.

    by  • March 25, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    We’re just barely getting started on what I know is going to take a long time to sort through and work out. We have so much history, and yet we’re just getting to know each other. You know as well as I do that you’re the reason why I am here. A part of me is sorry for taking such a long time to get here, but I think we both know deep down that this is the way it had to happen. I know you still slightly resent me. I’m not going to begin pointing out your flaws, from then or now, but we both had some things to work on. We still do, before this can happen. I know I’ve hurt you before, but as I’ve said recently, all I want to do is make you happy from now on. I know that leaves a pit in your stomach. Fear burning through your intestines. I know I can’t convince you that this time is different from any of the others, so I’ll just have to bide my time as you figure it out. I mean it though. I wouldn’t have given away everything I owned to move up here if I didn’t. It was purely for the opportunity to kiss every insecurity away. I don’t feel like we’re only sleeping together. I think it was sweet of you to check in and make sure that I didn’t feel that way. However, I feel a majority of our understanding comes from non verbal sources. If you’re feeling or thinking it, I already know. I guess that’s why I have such high hopes for us. I just don’t see how this could end badly. I see a lot of uphill battles, but I see it all working out in the long run. Put me through every test. There’s nothing I want more in the world than to be something that makes you smile endlessly. I never want to forget the way your skin feels or smells. The sweet expressions you wear on your face. I hate cuddling while I sleep, but I can’t help but be impressed at how you sacrifice the circulation in your arm just to be that close to me all night. I love the enthusiasm in your voice. The half smile you get when you know you’re being snarky. I absolutely adore you. My heart just melts when you wrap your arms around me. The small moments that your guard comes down just a little bit, are the moments that I live for. I’m here for you. I’ll be as patient as I need to be. As patient as you need me to be. I love you fully and endlessly.

    3 Responses to Patience.

    1. @A
      March 26, 2015 at 3:04 am

      This is so sweet why don’t you say this to person face to face…

    2. Author
      March 26, 2015 at 9:11 pm

      Maybe sometime I’ll get the chance. :]

    3. @a
      March 27, 2015 at 3:49 pm

      Don’t waste any chances, they don’t come to often and can be to late sometimes x

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