why do I always go for the people who are hardest to love? It’s not like I want to get hurt, it’s not even like I think I can change them, I know they’ll never change. I think part of it is selfish. part of me likes a challenge. I get uneasy in water that is too still. I don’t like easy, I never have. and part of it is them. i guess i just feel like no one should be alone or feel alone. i know how that feels, and it sucks..big time. even the hardest people to get along with shouldn’t feel alone. i know they can be difficult, uneasy to love.. but did you ever think of it from their perspective? how misunderstood they must feel? how trapped inside their own minds?
love is a basic human instinct. connection to other human beings is crucial. so maybe i can be that bridge..between the normal and abnormal, between those difficult to love and those who seem loved by everyone.
someone once said i had a thing for stray’s, maybe they were right.