I thought that you were IT. I thought that there couldn’t possibly be anything or anyone better than you. How delusional I must have been. How incredibly blind I must have been.
I can’t wait until the day I’m finally free from you. Every day it amazes me how much stress and tension is in our little house simply because you come home. Our kids and I are so happy and carefree when you are at work, but ultimately you return and the fun ends and the laughter ends and the happiness ends.
A couple months ago you crossed a line for the first time. You said something that ultimately put the final nail in our coffin. I started to prepare to leave you, but up until a couple weeks ago I wasn’t really sure that I was going to go through with it. I don’t have any questions about it anymore. I don’t love you anymore. I’m tired of being treated the way you treat me. I’m over you. I’m over this life.