I miss you in my life. We became so deeply intimate, even if it was long distance and through the electric fibers of the virtual realm. You were the kindest, most generous lover I’ve ever had. I still love you today. You must be happy in your life, to not need me at all. It’s good for you, and I’m glad for you, but I still struggle…..to let you go, to find the strength to continue. I lost so much in losing you…..