So ive come to the conclusion that I suck.
In School I sucked,
In College I suck.
In Work I suck,
Not only am i mediocre at everything I do, but I have no fricken friends. I dont know how I am suppose to not suck. Sure, everyone says that children learn by mimicking the actions of those in their company, but i cant seem to grasp it . I just….suck.
Its hard for me, I feel like I am meant to be a bum, that Im meant to screw up everything, that I’m meant to overreact to every single situation Im faced with. Its my way or the high way alright? but that doesnt work, I mean …..I suck.. I suck so bad that my way has left me on the highway with no buddies to speed chase with .. And tonight, while all my housemates go out and enjoy themselves… Im here writing my annonymous letter as to how much I suck.. I mean.. is that pathetic? sad? depressing? weird? Probably…
When my mom asks me why am i not popular, I cant answer her.. she always tells me that she always had friends and had boyfriends and she got along great with her mother.. and I just suck……
One thing I do have is my boyfriend of nearly 6 months.. he doesnt think I suck…most of the time, but he does see how I get when i lose control.. and yet hes still here so i guess he believes in me..or maybe he hasnt realised how much I suck..
Can you guys do one thing for me, as i finish this letter..
You may think you suck, like i do..
but as much as we are tied up with all our suckiness just remember that sucking at stuff isnt so bad.. i mean were good at it..so thats a plus..right?
^ I tried to be funny to help my tears go away.. I suck at jokes too!