• Archive for March 23rd, 2015

    Sit down, stand up

    by  • March 23, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Trust • 2 Comments

    A, Recently, thoughts of you have been permeating my mind. Lovely thoughts of holding you in my arms once again. Making that happen is worth any price. I’ve made my decision, I know what I have to do. But I have to do something first, for it to feel right for me. Anyways I’m writing

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    I don’t think you were real

    by  • March 23, 2015 • Bitch! • 0 Comments

    More time has passed since we parted ways… and I don’t feel as angry or sad anymore. I do however realize and think that you just were not real. I envisioned you to be someone else, someone that just doesn’t exist in you. I thought you were beautiful, that fades and your paint is chipping

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    by  • March 23, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    Our time together was both the happiest moment of my life and my most regretted. Even after all the years the feelings are still as vivid as if it was only yesterday- the butterflies erupting when I saw your face, the warmth of your body, the beating of your heart when we hugged, the way

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    by  • March 23, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Uncategorized • 0 Comments

    Dear Stranger, I threw a horrible fit of temper right in front of my colleagues. They probably think I am insane and dangerous. They are scared of me now. But there are still a few months before I could terminate my contract without affecting my students (ya. I teach… ). It‘s … …… ……

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    Dear Lord,

    by  • March 23, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, God • 0 Comments

    Day One, Hello God. Happy Sunday; it’s been a while. I am afraid every time I talk with you that it’s been too long. I am afraid of that with every person I talk too, which generally only makes me afraid to (and thus avoid) talk to them, which generally only makes things workse, not

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