• Misery

    by  • March 21, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 0 Comments

    Okay, um a 20 years old girl who underwent FGM, this just keeps ruining my life over and over again ,it haunts me, i cant enjoy any thing, i can never be happy, always thinking about it, always remembering the pain, the awfulness, the idea of your own mother letting someone do this to you. taking something god gave you.
    i was a child. How could any one do this to a child? what kind of a mother does that? how um i suppose to forgive them? to love them? after what they did to me, and don’t you dare say “they didn’t know it’s wrong” !!
    um always thinking “what if i met someone” why would he be okay with this?
    um depressed since age 13, i tried to kill myself more than once and sadly it didn’t work. living with them under the same roof is just hell on earth. i wish i could just leave.
    p.s i also do not have a social life, i have never had friends, and i never fit in.

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