You visited me in my dreams last night. You held me and told me everything was going to be okay, that we would be together.
Why does this happen? Why do I feel that no matter what I do or who I meet I will forever have this gaping hole that only you can fill. I do not need anyone to feel complete. We have been drawn back together so many times now I find it depressing. Im mad. Im hurt. I feel ashamed. I feel sad. I am confused and in shock. I hate that I feel you everywhere I am, even when Ive turned you off. Its crazy. I know. You have told me in so many ways to go away. You have also told me in so many ways to stay. What do I do now? I am so lost. Thank you for the visit tho. 😉