You looked up, i looked up, our eyes met, i froze, i had been thinking of you, literally minutes earlier. I had been thinking that when next i see you i would mouth the words “Still” or, “forever” something, anything to let you know that i still love you, always will.
Why can’t i drown you out of me, every goddamn day i wake up and not ten minutes have passed before i think of you.
Oh the dull ache of unending sorrow.
You will likely never know how i love you even though i told you, the reason being that since we don’t talk anymore, i can’t tell you.
Here i can cry a river to anyone and no one. Indeed when i first knew i had lost you from my life, i did cry. What a laugh, me who thought himself stone cold, crying because i love you so much i would die for you.
Who loves so much this woman who, i see as perfect, and who i think, deserved to know they are loved, deserved to be trested like they are the only and most precious.
My heart knows no release without that smile, and what i woudln’t give to be the cause of it.
You will be loved not just for a while, but for always, until i cease to have awarness of you.
You’ll be so loved i shall pray you find joy and all happiness, even if not with me.