• Archive for March 19th, 2015

    more than a fantasy

    by  • March 19, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    It’s been over four years since you and I hooked up for the first time. Since then we’ve hooked up one other time. But that’s it. Not even a home run, either time. I don’t understand what your fascination with me is, nor can I define my fascination with you. I know it’s not “love”.

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    I Miss You

    by  • March 19, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    So much. I wish we could have tried harder. I wish it could have been the way we planned. I wish we hadn’t said all the mean, crazy, stupid things we said. I’m still not ready to talk to you. I don’t think I can right now. You’d just end up yelling at me and

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    by  • March 19, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 1 Comment

    You visited me in my dreams last night. You held me and told me everything was going to be okay, that we would be together. Why does this happen? Why do I feel that no matter what I do or who I meet I will forever have this gaping hole that only you can fill.

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    by  • March 19, 2015 • To You • 1 Comment

    It’s a scary thing, no? We all want it, we all feel we deserve it, but can we handle it? If you don’t give it, do you then forfeit your right to it? To you, other girl… If I knew he was still seeking you out, I’d leave him, in a heartbeat, and you would

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