• Archive for March 18th, 2015

    Troublemaker

    by  • March 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 5 Comments

    Well that’s me although it was never what I had intended. You are IT my friend and I wish that wasn’t the case but it is. It’s ridiculous really and I know that in the end all that comes from being a troublemaker (even an inadvertent one) is, well trouble. I was always a walk

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    Unrequited

    by  • March 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 3 Comments

    For all who seek, Love left unanswered is an amazingly destructive force that acts like a cancer, devouring from within. What-ever the circumstances: he or she is married or blind to your desire or see’s you as a friend or your married or haven’t wanted or been able to extinguish a torch lit eons ago.

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    I shouldn’t…

    by  • March 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    I shouldn’t miss you I shouldn’t wonder how you are I shouldn’t look back I shouldn’t want to cry I shouldn’t feel like I lost a part of me I shouldn’t want you to be happy I shouldn’t think of what ifs I shouldn’t think of should haves I shouldn’t want to hold you  I

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    Indefiniteness

    by  • March 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Fear • 1 Comment

    I’ve been doing a lot of thinking the last week or so. Confronting some hard truths about myself. Today sucked. Alot of feelings I have been suppressing for a long time resurfaced in a big way. Those feelings are of losing you for good. I know why I write here now. Yes, there is a

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    Just a release

    by  • March 18, 2015 • * Safe for Work * • 3 Comments

    You don’t understand why i was so angry. How you behaved and dropping a best friend simply because your girlfriend at that time couldnt fathom the idea that you and i were legit best friends that never was romantically linked is majorly jacked up. Because i understood and didnt want to cause her stress i

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