You have no idea how much I miss you, how much I care about you & E… And how much I love you.
I want more, I need to speak / text how it use to be, hug you, kiss you feel that peace how it use to be. I been avoiding everyone for last few days, you won’t understand what am going through, how I am feeling because you will be only thinking I’ve hurt you! It’s cool, you think however you like and I just wish you knew or feel it all how you use to in past. I can’t even say anything to you anymore & when I do, I get your silence or you say something negative back. Do you know how it feels? But yet again you will think I’ve hurt you. i just want clear view, where I stand with you, is that too much to ask you. Imagine all this was other way round…?
I just want you to understand me and I want to undertand you..
Everything am doing because I love you not because I hate you or deliberately to hurt you…
And I am sorry if have, don’t you think it hurts me when I know your hurt!
Still here thinking of you day & night
Waiting for you..