I was playing Dutch blitz tonight and it dawned on me that I’ve been happy for about a week. I’ve had no dreams, thoughts, or listened to sad love songs. I haven’t been wishing that I could see you again. I realized that I’m happy just being single and I’m not worried if I’ll ever find you again or someone like you. I don’t need you. I don’t want to be with you anymore. I hope things work out for you and you find the peace that I’ve found. It seems like the whole process should be harder to get over you, and for a long while it was. But now it seems so easy that one day while playing a card game I realized that I can finally move on. Closing this door for good.