• This is it

    by  • March 12, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 1 Comment

    Dear you,

    I was playing Dutch blitz tonight and it dawned on me that I’ve been happy for about a week. I’ve had no dreams, thoughts, or listened to sad love songs. I haven’t been wishing that I could see you again. I realized that I’m happy just being single and I’m not worried if I’ll ever find you again or someone like you. I don’t need you. I don’t want to be with you anymore. I hope things work out for you and you find the peace that I’ve found. It seems like the whole process should be harder to get over you, and for a long while it was. But now it seems so easy that one day while playing a card game I realized that I can finally move on. Closing this door for good.

    -A

    One Response to This is it

    1. Tokyo
      March 12, 2015 at 7:36 pm

      I wish I could just play a game and suddenly decide that’s it. I wrestle with my decision every night and every wakening morning. The idea
      of just letting him go isn’t frightening; I just know without doubt I love my person. Then again what really is the point if I’m not everything to him; like he is to me.

    Leave a Reply