I thought I had mastered the art of indifference and not caring, and that would be such a great victory. And yet every time your name comes up in real life conversation or social media,my blood literally coils, and I can sense my stress level going up. I used to think we were friends and that you cared for me..but unfortunately, I no longer even think that. You got married – you COULD HAVE let me know, you know? How hard is it to say, hey i’m getting married. Oh wait, you thought i should find out from social media. Thats terrible man. When did you get so heartless.
I’m really really just trying to be less bitter about the whole thing, and how NOW at this moment and this time, you’re long gone, and you and I have nothing to talk about. Anyway, it is what it is, and my self from a decade ago would have wanted nothing more than to see you happy. and my self from today thinks you’re a heartless jerk, but still would never want you to see the kind of pain you made me go through. Stay well, stay happy.