I asked you once again, to leave me alone if you were staying with her. You stayed away for two and a half months. Good effort. You came back with the same old questions expecting different answers. Meanwhile, now you are marrying her, so why come back at all? Why not just stay away? Since you have chosen that life, commit to it. I’m never going to be able to be friends with you. I told you already that you couldn’t have both. I meant that. You have always lied to me about everything. You say you care about me and that I hold a spot in your heart. You hold a place in my heart as well, but one that I have to bury, simply because it is too painful to make it worth it. It’s so difficult to bury those feelings and all those words that have accumulated over so many years. All the things that you have said to me in the past are now lies to me. My head is spinning.