• K.O

    by  • March 8, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 13 Comments

    No matter how hard I will try, what I will do to prove you wrong, you will always throw it back on me and knock me out.

    You feel good by what you doing,
    You feel good by what you saying,
    You feel good by not thinking, how the person is feeling,
    You feel good their health, sleep and other personal stuff is affected.

    You contiune,

    I will act cool & let it be
    (Patient)

    5:40am !

    13 Responses to K.O

    1. Soft
      March 9, 2015 at 5:08 am

      I never stopped caring. My silence is not because I don’t care, it is because I don’t want to hurt you. You cannot be mine and I cannot be yours. One day maybe but you are still not sure of what you want. I did not want to pressure you, and I felt like if I continued that is what would happen and I want you to choose me because that is what you want.

    2. @soft 0.00
      March 9, 2015 at 1:35 pm

      If this is you, who I think It is…
      How do you know, that I don’t know what I want?
      You always assume and your wrong !

      Have you talked to me on a level where we can open up, I can tell you what I want, I can listen to all you say. I have been trying over months now to sit down with you and talk.

      But you end up doing things, saying things and just to let you know you have hurt ME. But U don’t see it !

      It’s very simple I don’t want this bad vibe, neither do you. I want to talk & you should listen to me all.

      Neither did I stop caring for you or loving you intact it’s more than you know.

      I am waiting for you, waiting for you to be how you were, waiting for you to say the sweetest words & listen to the sweetest words I use to say.

      X

    3. Soft@0.00
      March 10, 2015 at 5:08 am

      What do you want me to do? Continue the way things were or set you free? I feel like I could be with you for the rest of my life and never regret a single day. You have not made anything clear on where we were going. If we were going anywhere. You know what I have been through so it is hard for me to trust but with you I did. I did not want to put you into a position where you had to make a choice. I wanted you to choose me because you wanted me.

    4. Soft@0.00
      March 10, 2015 at 5:10 am

      And I never wanted to hurt you. I never meant to. I do love you. I have since the moment we met.

    5. @soft
      March 10, 2015 at 1:41 pm

      What I want you to do? Like I always I have been saying talk to me, tell me everything face to face, direct & listen to everything I have to say and decide together. You say “you could be with me rest of your life & never regret rest of your life” do you not know? I feel same!
      But :/ not the way you been latley, but the way you use to be, how you loved me. Yes I haven’t made anything clear where we heading, neither have you because of that reason we need chat.
      Do you not think we both want same, feel same. We need to understand each other first and only way forward is we need to talk & listen.
      Share your views; I sahre mine. What you can accept, what I can accept.

      And decide….

      Remember…
      I want you that’s why I am here; my dreams, my body, my heart chose you…

      But please the way you are, the way you talk to me needs to Change it Will become habit and will always be love / hate relationship…

      I love you too but would be nice to hear it from you

    6. Soft@K.O.
      March 11, 2015 at 10:30 am

      What do you mean the way that I talk to you. I cannot recall a time that I was ever nasty to you (I mean other than the nasty you liked :). What are your initials so that I know I am talking to my person please. Or give me something to know that this is you.

    7. @soft
      March 11, 2015 at 11:31 am

      We both have same initial with our first name….

    8. ME TOO
      March 11, 2015 at 11:37 am

      I was wondering what both your’s initials were. Many here would have read & felt exactly how you two felt.

    9. @soft
      March 11, 2015 at 11:39 am

      Everytime at midnight <3

      Never missed a day for a good few months, even when I was abroad šŸ˜‰

    10. M&M
      March 11, 2015 at 3:23 pm

      Clues are on letter & comments

      What are your intials …

      #soft & #MeeToo

    11. Soft@K.O
      March 11, 2015 at 3:56 pm

      My persons name begins with C and my name begins with L. My name in this post is part of my email name and K.O is part of his email name.

    12. @soft
      March 12, 2015 at 6:29 pm

      Am sorry am not the person who you thought wrote the letter, am gutted that’s its not the person I thought you were…
      I know the person is on here but maybe haven’t read this letter

      I feel šŸ™ I thought this was the chance to get back in
      Heartbroken

      Never mind

      .

      But I wish you all the best @soft

      .

    13. :(
      March 13, 2015 at 11:38 am

      šŸ™

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