I was happy with my life, sure of who I was, and what I wanted. But when you came into my life, everything had flipped upside down. For the first time I had decided I wanted more. I wanted to do something special with my life, I wanted to see the world, I wanted a family. And sure, I was absolutely terrified, knowing that there was a very likely chance I would get my heartbroken, and I was hesitant to fall, but fall I did. And boy was it fucking beautiful. I took a chance and you gave me something that I can never thank you for. You gave me dreams, you gave me hope, you gave me love, you gave me everything.
Sure enough, time passed, and now you’re there while I’m here and it hurts. I don’t just mean the kind of pain of missing a loved one either. This is the kind of hurt that you feel knowing you had something magical in the palm of your hands but you let it slip. I never wanted it to slip. I know you’re afraid, I know you don’t want to fall, I know you don’t want to hurt. I would never wish this pain on anyone, but I also know that there’s a chance at something real here. There’s a chance to make something spectacular together. All you need to do is take a chance. Trust that this is worth the risk, that I’m worth the risk, and I will show you the beauty in this world, I will show you the magic in the stars.