I never tell anyone about how i can’t stop thinking about because i don’t want them to know that, yes, like every dumb girl he mislead I’ve fallen for him. I’ve fallen for him hard. they’ve all warned me and i knew what i was getting myself into but i don’t know what happened. All i know is that i miss him all the time and he is not there anymore. actually, i don’t know anything, i don’t know if I pushed him away, if i haven’t tried hard enough or if that was inevitable from the beginning. I don’t if i ever cross his mind or if he never thinks about me. I don’t know anything. I only know that I him to call me so bad. I want him to love me and i want him to be mine.