• If I Could Turn Back Time

    by  • March 7, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Oh, how I wish I could turn back time. When we reconnected, I realized what a special person you are, always have been. I’m so very proud of you. You fought for your country many times and you dedicated your life to saving and protecting others. I blew it. But just know this. I’m happy for you that you have found happiness with another. And I will carry you in my heart forever, CEP. You once told me your mind was scrambled. Well, mine too, sometimes. I was hoping we’d be scrambled eggs together, lol. I realize I wasn’t an easy person to deal with. My mind races sometimes, I can be a bit hard to keep up with on any given day. That’s just me. But I love my family and friends, I’m kind to animals. You already know how much I love music and photography and art, and how I simply can’t sing, lol. I’m really sorry I blew it, and I’m all right. I have my faith in Christ and I know, with or without you, even if all falls away but my faith, I’ll be all right. I’m only sorry it wasn’t “with you”. Apologies forever for any careless thing I said or did that drove a jewel like you away from me. “o”

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