• You Drained The Life Out Of Me

    by  • March 5, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    You drained the life out of me. You are that “thing”. That parasitic, blood sucking under the ocean’s floor mucus, that just takes and takes and takes without ever giving a thing in return. Why did I care for you in the first place? Oh, I remember. You were talented. You put yourself out there, not only for me, but for everybody. Hey, there’s a clue. Spreading ourselves a bit too thin, maybe? I know I wasn’t the only one to fall for the illusion, but thank God I finally woke from the nightmare. Now I see the truth. And the truth is, you are a self absorbed, narcissistic brick that has no feelings except your own pathetic needs. The funny thing is, narcissists are incapable of self awareness, so anything a person says will fall on deaf ears. I’m totally wasting my time in real life and on this forum to even try to get through to you, because your world is “you” and who you can temporarily use, at your convenience. People like you are always saying, “oh, what did I do?” Always playing the innocent while those you have hurt lie broken and bleeding all around you. Victims of your “I get what I want and I don’t care who I have to walk over to get it” Then, as usual “you” end up alone and then “you” start complaining. Well, guess what. Your complaints are falling on deaf ears. This is one person who is no longer going to pick up your pathetic pieces or be supportive of you any longer. I would honestly tell you to go to hell, but that would be like saying “dinner’s ready”. You don’t do anything but use people and we all know, “Users Are Losers”. I’m drained. I’m done. I have nothing further to offer you. You took it all. I am a hole where once there was a human being. I am the abyss.

    5 Responses to You Drained The Life Out Of Me

    1. yep
      March 5, 2015 at 10:36 am

      Been there. Once you distance yourself and some time passes, the crazy you were living in disappears little by little. Do not second guess yourself. Do not look back. It doesn’t matter what they pull out of their bag of tricks next to try to lure you back. They will never change. Never. Good luck.

    2. Two sides of a coin...
      March 5, 2015 at 3:33 pm

      You sound like you think you are blameless.
      Maybe this person is so bitter,
      because you blocked them out?
      Laughed at them, humiliated them?

      What goes around comes around…

      You care enough to write for them,
      why not tell them this in peraon,
      instead of letting the bitterness jade you.

      The person might already be in hell,
      or be destined for it. It’s painful to think.

      A person can change.
      Someone I love dearly,
      I think she thinks of me in this way,
      and I know I have been a horrible person,
      but on my brothers life;
      If she reached out,
      showed a little love,
      I would change my ways.

      From the other side of the coin I tell you,
      the abyss consumes all.

      Have faith.
      Don’t give up without REALLY trying.

      Always remember,
      there are two sides to a coin.

    3. m
      March 6, 2015 at 12:05 am

      Yes, i agree with the above. Having also been in that situation, take it from me – They will never change.

    4. will wait, dont be long
      March 7, 2015 at 11:54 am

      u woke me up again today 2:45am 3.8.15.. hope u ok. sad u see me this way. i fell asleep that nght. I sleep early these days so i can avoid bothering and keeping you up as you say you lack sleep i also try not to drink. This started by birthday. Yes 1st time sober bday. I sometimes get up at 1:30 or 2-3am. Then back to sleep again.i didnt want to go back to this site. But the day after dinner, i heard your voice, it woke me…
      How the hell do u explain something like that?
      Dunno why your scared of the very person who only wants to love and take care of you. I never trusted anyone but you. I never like leaving or being away. Stop hiding. Stop sending me away… 🙁 Stop sending mixed msgs…… Tell me what you need how you need it and lets work on it. I know your scared, i am too after all you put me through. Yours is the 1st time i trusted anyone with my life and believed. this relatioship has always been your call. Fr d very 1st arguement we had & how i truly wanted to ‘go’ that night i know that was foolsh but without you life is meaningless. When we argue or even if i say something off that i dont realize yoy just distance yourself & leave me alone not knowing why how. I cant know whats wrong and how to fix if you dont tell me. All the risk, ev i’ve done, getting up each time you brush me off. Being always in your face, Never giving up, this is not my own way. It is love that makes me. Whats wrong? Have you fallen out and just cant say? If so, please dont paint an ugly picture of me just so you can justify your anger,jealousy. I am human not something you switch on and off. If after all this time youre still unsure of me, you will never be. Theres no such thing as a perfect time. Nor is there a perfect me. But you inspire me to be better. Tout est possible

    5. @M
      March 12, 2015 at 4:27 am

      That is where you are wrong. People do & can change if they want to. Only for themselves if they are real about it to become a better person. It isn’t easy yet it’s called growing & learning from your mistakes. Have you changed anything about you that isn’t desirable?

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