• Tired

    by  • March 5, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 3 Comments

    I’m tired of being the second choice. Tired of only neing wanted for personal gain. Tired of not being good enough. I’m tired of failing. Tired of being left behind.
    Why can’t you see that I’m exhausted, I need a break. I need to feel loved and safe.
    The most terrifying part is thinking that maybe I’ll be too tired keep going and one day I’ll put myself to rest, and I won’t wake up.

    3 Responses to Tired

    1. ..
      March 5, 2015 at 12:48 pm

      Maybe you are his number one,
      He wants you to be number one.

      Maybe you haven’t given him chance to speak to you & open up lately.

      Maybe he is already giving you all his love and want to give more & more.

      His tired too, he wants know everything, listen to everything, tell you everything, because you are good enough for him.

      Have you latley said anything good to him, talk to him sweetley, have you communicated the way he wants the communication.

      Sometimes it’s not what it seems just need both party to open up & let it all out..

      This letter felt it’s was for me, my own situation am in and this is the way I feel

      Maybe he or she feels the same x

      Don’t give up
      When you reach your goal you will see the light….


    2. March 6, 2015 at 11:18 am

      I hope you will hold on for one more day. It DOES get better. Please know that we all feel that way from time to time and it WILL get better. What I would suggest for now is get plenty of rest…”eat” healthy foods…pray for other people who may be going through what you are going through now or worse, this really helps. I am going to pray for you today and things WILL get better. One day you will look back very soon and you’ll just wonder if these bad days were only dreams. HOLD ON!!! It’ll be okay. As long as there is LIFE there is HOPE!!!

    3. .
      March 8, 2015 at 4:00 am


      Waiting …

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