• To My Unborn Baby

    by  • March 4, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Grief • 2 Comments

    To My Unborn Baby:

    I will never understand why you left so soon. I will never understand why this pain was brought upon your father and I. I will never understand how I could love something so much that I never got the chance to meet. I cry every single day thinking about you. I hurt every minute that you have been gone from us. Feeling you grow inside of me was one of the best feelings I have ever felt. Seeing your little heart beat for the first time was such an indescribable feeling and it is something I could never forget, even if I tried. I know you will return to us one day, when the time is right. I know that you will forever be in my arms. I know you were sent to me to help me to understand what true love feels like. You succeeded, baby. You made me feel things I never thought I could. I never knew I could be so selfless. I never knew I could be so in love with someone. And I definitely never knew I could hurt this much and be this strong. I miss you, baby. I will forever miss you, baby. There is nothing I can do now about your absence in my life except try again. Try again to have this hole in my heart fill. Although I know the love I had for you can never go away, I hope someday, it can ease up. I will forever love you, baby. You were my first. You were my everything. You always will be. Thank you.

    2 Responses to To My Unborn Baby

    1. March 4, 2015 at 11:36 pm

      oh, your suffering is heartbreaking, and it’s obvious you love that baby. Your baby is not gone. Death is only a transition. You will be with your baby again. There was a Plan and your beautiful child had to go ahead of you and be a part of that larger plan. Eventhough just a baby, your baby has great purpose and is fulfilling that purpose as you read this. Your baby “knows” your agony, and is “with you” in Spirit, so be strengthened. Your baby’s okay, and you are okay…and someday…you know.

    2. Sorry
      March 6, 2015 at 5:34 pm

      So sorry for you. Been there and more than once. I hope your partner is taking care of you, but do remember him too, i was the man and they thought i could just soldier on, but i could not, i am not too proud to admit i was distraught. Never give up, It will be right in time, be there for each other and look to the fuuture with hope

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