To My Unborn Baby:
I will never understand why you left so soon. I will never understand why this pain was brought upon your father and I. I will never understand how I could love something so much that I never got the chance to meet. I cry every single day thinking about you. I hurt every minute that you have been gone from us. Feeling you grow inside of me was one of the best feelings I have ever felt. Seeing your little heart beat for the first time was such an indescribable feeling and it is something I could never forget, even if I tried. I know you will return to us one day, when the time is right. I know that you will forever be in my arms. I know you were sent to me to help me to understand what true love feels like. You succeeded, baby. You made me feel things I never thought I could. I never knew I could be so selfless. I never knew I could be so in love with someone. And I definitely never knew I could hurt this much and be this strong. I miss you, baby. I will forever miss you, baby. There is nothing I can do now about your absence in my life except try again. Try again to have this hole in my heart fill. Although I know the love I had for you can never go away, I hope someday, it can ease up. I will forever love you, baby. You were my first. You were my everything. You always will be. Thank you.