I know you don’t care, but I just wanted to say this one last time before I completely leave your life.. You completely broke me, you made me always feel like I was never good enough, you make me feel as if it’s impossible to love someone like me.. You’ve made me so insecure that I can’t let any guy in who tries to put effort.. I don’t trust anyone bc of you.. The person I am today isn’t who I was 3 years before I met you.. Idk who I am & that scares me.. You’ve damaged me to the core.. Idk what it’s like to b loved by a man.. I’ve never had a man love me, my father was never there to teach me the ways & now he’s gone & I’ll never know what it’s like.. you destroyed a person who loves you so purely, so innocently, and genuinely.. But I’m learning that you’ll never be good for me, no matter how much I love you, & I have to stop making excuses for you, & I have to stop imagining that one day you’ll fall in love with me.. I’m accepting this all.. Moving has made me seen the bigger picture to this, I was always just a part of your game, I made no difference to you.. & I’m over being an option.. I’m so sick of crying every day, I’m gonna learn how to love myself & realize I never needed you to do it.. Thank you for the biggest lesson I needed to learn.. Never make someone your home.