Haven’t you heard
“If you do not have anything nice to say,
then don’t say anything at all.”
“What you say about other people say more about who you are”
I know . . . You do not care. Well, you should.
99% of what you go on and on and on and on about in your text messages or emails is made up. Has to be, because I know I did not do what you claim I have. It is not true. So, if you go on and on and on and on about that you must do it with everything you talk about? Yes/No? Common sense says YES
Do you want a partner that only text, emails, calls, stops by when they feel like it? Do you want a partner that talking about you? Do you want a partner that never eats dinner at your house? Do you want a partner that calls you names for no reason? Do you want a partner that only gives you a ride in their car when they want to? Do you want a partner that only wants to keep you, but never take care of you and give you anything that keeps you alive? I am guessing NO you would not want a partner like that.
Neither do I.
We do not see the world the same. Never will. And I have no idea why we met. You want to feel good all day, everyday. At this point I would like to feel good for just a few minutes.
You will never feel the inexplicable feelings of what it is to lose someone.
It is as if you are torn apart, limb from limb, spread out for miles and yet you are still in one piece. There is no way to put yourself back together because there is NOTHING to put back together. If that does not make sense to you, then how about imaging yourself on an iceberg, you see nothing but more ice, no people in sight, and trying to find your way out of there. That is what I feel like. I am stuck on an iceberg trying to find my way out of there.
I believe you are on these pages somewhere and you come here to see if there ever is someone that has left you a letter. How many more pages on the internet do you do this on? It is very smart of you to find a never ending supply of people, but it also has to be very stupid of you to find a never ending supply of frustration?
How about you do the best you can with what you have, and
I will do the best I can with what I have.
P.S. You do not have to be so mean with your words to me. I know you do not have to. You just think somehow I will hear you. Well, it is the opposite, I stop listening. I stop hearing. I stop reading. You can get your point across without such harshness.