• Text mssgs

    by  • March 3, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Haven’t you heard
    “If you do not have anything nice to say,
    then don’t say anything at all.”
    “What you say about other people say more about who you are”
    I know . . . You do not care. Well, you should.

    99% of what you go on and on and on and on about in your text messages or emails is made up. Has to be, because I know I did not do what you claim I have. It is not true. So, if you go on and on and on and on about that you must do it with everything you talk about? Yes/No? Common sense says YES

    Do you want a partner that only text, emails, calls, stops by when they feel like it? Do you want a partner that talking about you? Do you want a partner that never eats dinner at your house? Do you want a partner that calls you names for no reason? Do you want a partner that only gives you a ride in their car when they want to? Do you want a partner that only wants to keep you, but never take care of you and give you anything that keeps you alive? I am guessing NO you would not want a partner like that.

    Neither do I.

    We do not see the world the same. Never will. And I have no idea why we met. You want to feel good all day, everyday. At this point I would like to feel good for just a few minutes.

    You will never feel the inexplicable feelings of what it is to lose someone.
    I do.

    It is as if you are torn apart, limb from limb, spread out for miles and yet you are still in one piece. There is no way to put yourself back together because there is NOTHING to put back together. If that does not make sense to you, then how about imaging yourself on an iceberg, you see nothing but more ice, no people in sight, and trying to find your way out of there. That is what I feel like. I am stuck on an iceberg trying to find my way out of there.

    I believe you are on these pages somewhere and you come here to see if there ever is someone that has left you a letter. How many more pages on the internet do you do this on? It is very smart of you to find a never ending supply of people, but it also has to be very stupid of you to find a never ending supply of frustration?

    How about you do the best you can with what you have, and
    I will do the best I can with what I have.


    P.S. You do not have to be so mean with your words to me. I know you do not have to. You just think somehow I will hear you. Well, it is the opposite, I stop listening. I stop hearing. I stop reading. You can get your point across without such harshness.

    2 Responses to Text mssgs

    1. @Georgie
      March 3, 2015 at 1:43 pm

      Wow. I know someone else who has for years tried to tell me he is broken and warned me early on not to fall in love with him. He has tried aonhars to show me why he is unworthy of my love. He too hasnsuffered great deviatation and loss, not just once but since his conception. He knows he is unable to give any woman what she needs beyond the physical and that too can be a challenge. I just had to say that you may have expressed how it is to be him. In wish I could show him your post so he wouldn’t believe he is alone in this messed up world. My heart breaks a little more every day for him. I will continue to love him with no expectation of anything in return as he is incapable. Do you think you have to live this way forever? I think this lifenia far too short to live that way. But what do I know?….I am all heart and yes….I have lost a lot in my life too. But I always have that one secret ingredient…. HOPE. I wish hope came in a bottle and I could give it to him as well as you. TLH

    2. TLH
      March 3, 2015 at 8:18 pm

      I wish you all the best, wherever you go and with whoever you travel.


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