• Loads to say …

    by  • March 3, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 11 Comments

    we can talk about anything and everything, like we use to do, for hours & hours, weeks & weeks, months & months….
    Where you were yourself say anything, I was myself. Now it’s all tense because of the barrier you have placed. It’s so uncomfortable that actually am scared to say anything, some days by thinking I may say something and you will throw back with something negative. Be hurt!

    Am sure you don’t mean it, but that’s how it is, how I see, how I feel. I can’t even express this to you cause you will throw back something I may have done to you.

    Before it was just so amazing we always use laugh, smile, have fun. Hear all good, talk good, talk about us, now it’s just looking for faults and don’t want to hear any good.

    It’s sad but truth.
    That sweetness has gone to hear & listen.

    Well I wish it’s goes back how it was & not become habit that stays forever…


    Goodnight zzz

    11 Responses to Loads to say …

    1. Same Here ...
      March 5, 2015 at 9:42 am

      Funnily enough all I would have asked for is to hear anything, everything you’ve been doing. All your sweet words & mine for what’s the use of looking at faults in one another? We are meant to love someone for who they are as nobody is perfect. I did place that barrier as much as you, yours you put up due to what horrible words I said as I was so hurt by you. It wasn’t an excuse though & I am sorry for everything I did wrong. Regardless if we ever see one another again I will say I had the honour of being your man which I will always be thankful for. I will always LOVE you & hope one day you can forgive me in your heart.

      I only wrote to this letter whoever you are as I once wrote a beautiful poem ending with “zzz” to her here to which so many replied for it was straight from my heart.

    2. skooter
      March 5, 2015 at 11:15 am

      i think this is what cheyenne would tell me.
      i love her so much, but i got mad at her because i felt replaced, and also because i thought we were best friends. but she said she doesnt have a best friend, i just wish i hadnt skrewed things up.

      Things will work out, if you are real friend ou guys will be ok.

    3. 0.00
      March 5, 2015 at 12:39 pm

      thanks for your comment, I was hoping she been here & comment
      Or read it .

    4. @same here
      March 7, 2015 at 8:40 pm

      I remember that…

    5. @same here
      March 12, 2015 at 4:23 am

      You’ve been here for some time then. Like someone else 😉

    6. @@same here.
      March 12, 2015 at 7:07 pm

      like someone else…. //nervously giggling……..;)

    7. 1st @same here that commented
      March 13, 2015 at 11:22 am

      I’ve been reading here for maybe 3yrs. Commenting and writing for about 2 years. I remember it was posted in the comments of a letter but not as a letter, itself. It seems familiar to me from many years ago and not from here as well. Not sure exactly who it was written for at any of those times though.

    8. tricia
      March 13, 2015 at 2:43 pm

      I nervously giggle.. all the time.. Its a way to deflect..

    9. @tricia
      March 14, 2015 at 3:11 pm

      it is. used to be worse, but still happens. A subconscious reflex. Hate it.

    10. @1st @same here that commented
      March 17, 2015 at 8:40 am

      Yes you were right. I did write it in someone else’s letter as a response. Yes it was for a certain woman too named M

    11. 1st @same here that commented
      March 18, 2015 at 6:22 am

      I commented on that letter as well and someone responded to my comments. It confused me a bit. I am often confused while reading here.

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