• kiiinda sucks

    by  • March 3, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Dating • 2 Comments

    It kinda really sucks that I want you so badly. I really want to be with you. Even though you swear youre not, youre still completely hung up on her. She is prettier, smarter, more driven, seems to be just a better version of me in every way. I understand still being hung up on her… but could you not lie about it.. Because this just fucking sucks. It sucks to see you smile at her in that helpless way. It sucks that you two still flirt hardcore. and it REALLY sucks to HEAR YOU TALKING ABOUT HER. You would always choose her in a heart beat, and its really not fair to drag me along like this.

    Just stop… please.

    <3 -second best

    2 Responses to kiiinda sucks

    1. @author
      March 3, 2015 at 2:05 am

      Am sure your his number 1
      Always has been

    2. Author
      March 4, 2015 at 10:44 pm

      I really wish that was the truth, it is so hard to live like this. I want to be his number one more than almost anything but… the harsh reality is that I am just not.. :/ but thank you.

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