• being “her”

    by  • March 3, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Forgiveness • 0 Comments

    I cant do it anymore. I cant be the wedge between you two. I cant be the cause of fights. I cant be distrusted and worried over. I cant be “her.”
    You know exactly what I mean. I cant be the nameless faceless her that I become whenever it seems a line has been crossed. I’m not trusted and rightfully so but It hurts to my soul and I wish I hadnt heard but I did and I’m done. I love you both. Please know that I don’t want to hurt either of you. I want you to be happy. I want us to be ok. I want the last month and a half of progress not to be undone.
    I’m putting my feelings aside. I’m trying to stay the course.
    Please believe me when I say that I cant be “her” I have to be me. Can we get back that place? Can I have my name?
    It might be too much to ask.

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