I’m jaded. All that I did to escape the reality and shelter myself from you has turned me bitter… Against you? Against myself. I am so lost in this world, without you. The ice cold sorrow that I feel for my twisted actions, leaves me feeling frozen in time and so scared that you have faded away. The rain keeps falling, please come back and wash away the pain. I DO love you. I shut myself away and have given you space, out of respect for me crossing your line. It’s all gone cold. I don’t know what to do. The more I progress in my music career dreams the more I feel you fading away… Ahhhhhh L . . . sweet woman… I love you I love you I love you.