• I can’t help it…

    by  • February 25, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I can’t help it. The pain of not having you with me. Every day goes by and all I see in my head is you. The memories of the days we would hang out, spend the whole days making music, just being with each other. I am so deeply sorry if I hurt you in my recoil of not feeling the deep love I had returned. I accept reality now but nothing I do stops me missing you. The void you left after all those beautiful warm smiles festered inside me my heart would not stop bleeding. Numb. Now I am numb. Sometimes I lay down on my bed and feel like my life is over. Sometimes the tears still come. What kind of man am I? I don’t know anymore. I let myself go. L . . . girl… I miss you so much. My music career… all the music I make… you are the inspiration and drive. I love you.

    3 Responses to I can’t help it…

    1. Music Man
      February 25, 2015 at 10:49 pm

      Is your “L” Linda?

    2. no sorry.
      February 26, 2015 at 8:42 pm

      No, sorry.

    3. C
      February 28, 2015 at 7:32 pm

      Thanks it’s okay. Thought it might be my ex pining for someone besides me. A nice woman; his previous ex, Linda. And music is his passion, too. Best of luck you. C

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