I know that in a past life, I hurt you. .. Badly, I felt it when we were in the elevator at the Hudson. You were on my left, talking to me and out of know where, I had this recognition of you as a woman, me as a man… and the feeling that I was not good to you. I have hurt you before. I saw you as a sweet woman and I did not appreciate you (took you for granted). I looked at you in the elevator and wanted to say “hey, you use to be a woman and I use to be a man… and we knew each other!!!” But, how can one say such a thing out loud without looking silly..
After that, I understood our karma. I always knew I had to pay for something that I had done in a past life. I have constantly felt this. I can see it also by the events that have transpired within my own life, even as a child. Spiritually, I get it and accept what God and the Universe has needed for me to learn through life experience. I really hurt you; I know this because you have shown the same hurt back to me as a reflection. Yes, I cannot express how much pain I have felt after the weekend we spent together in 2012. I don’t think there has been a moment that you have not been somewhere on my mind or in my heart since you picked me up at the airport on that sunny May morning.
It is time to release the karma. The debt is done and there’s no need for any more pain. My prayer for us is that this karma is released for you and me because we are tied together spiritually and you are my love, my heart, my soul. I pray for us daily. I pray for our hearts to be blessed with peace. You deserve peace and so do I. We are good people, we are the same… we both have good hearts. God wants us to heal and grow so that one day, we can shine and be the love for others. I will never give up hope that we will be together again in this lifetime in a healthy productive way. I plan to continue to take care of myself, eat right, exercise and pray. I’m so grateful to be here (reincarnated) again with you. What a true blessing! Even though we have some difficulties between us, I could not imagine being here on Earth without you. You are never alone. I’m always with you. I love you so much.. Just like the number (8) our love is never ending love. 11/22 11/11. We are one.