• Confused

    by  • February 22, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    It feels like you are actually trying yet just don’t know how to

    Then again, it could be just me feeling so disconnected that you maintaining everything the same feels as if you are trying and really
    you are not

    I dunno but it confuses me

    2 Responses to Confused

    1. @Author
      February 22, 2015 at 11:49 am

      Here’s the thing: I know exactly what I’m feeling (with a little help from google) and I am trying to deal with it how I think I should…pretty much ignore it and hope it will pass. Childish, immature…yes it is, but…

      It freaked me out at first, really freaked me out as I didn’t know what had just happened, I have never felt such a connection and rush of energy ever with anyone and I am currently in a relationship going on 10 years.

      I am very outgoing and confident, usually the one to approach no problem but this time…my heart was literally in my throat, every time.

      I don’t know what to think, feel..I am as confused as you are. I’m not trying or not trying…I just don’t know.

      You or not…

    2. author
      February 22, 2015 at 4:22 pm

      There comes a time in life when one stumbles and falls over the amount of things ignored away under the rug.

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