• It’s always you.

    by  • February 20, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    It’s been 8 months today since you last spoke to me. I see you everyday, and you ignore my existence. I wish I could do the same.
    So many things have happened recently. My grandmother died, I lost another good friend, I found out that my sister is pregnant. And all I want is to be able to tell you these things. But I can’t. Because you hate me.
    I don’t understand what your problem is. I loved you. You loved me. But shit was complicated. Why did you have to give up on me? And why are you being so immature about the entire situation??
    All of these things are happening, good things, bad things, and honestly, all I can REALLY think about is you. It’s always you.
    I can’t sleep through the night without waking up in tears, because I still love you. I have never felt so strongly for anyone in my entire life, and now I’m afraid that I will never feel like that for anyone else, because I can’t just forget about you.
    I fell fast, and I fell hard. I thought you were my safety net, but you let me fall flat on my face. I just want to forget you… why is it always you…

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