I take full responsibility for how I am feeling. I put you in the night sky, you were my star. I admired you and I adored you. I wrote silly letters on here as a way to deal with and vent my feelings because with you I felt such a strong connection, one I had never felt with anyone else, which left me totally confused. That connection has gone now, the electricity I felt, it’s no longer there when I am near you, the spell is broken. The trust is gone. You couldn’t tell me the truth, you think it’s going to be a big surprise. It’s not, I already know. I wish you nothing but the best, I always will, but you are no longer my star, you are human just like the rest of us. I haven’t felt anything for you or the need to write anything on here for a long time because my priorities have changed but I feel it’s finally time for complete closure.