To the girl of my dreams,
The only thing that keeps me going is the thought of being with you. I know that might sound silly under the circumstances, but its true. It’s crazy how you’re still on my mind after all this time.
And why? Sometimes I feel like we were meant to be with each other; sometimes I feel ridiculous for contemplating such a thing. I don’t understand. I don’t think you understand what you meant/mean to me.
No one makes me feel this way but you. I always use to get so nervous around you I could hardly breathe. Looking in to your eyes would stop time and put me in a trance. …And by the way, you’re eyes are beautiful (like you). To be honest, I’ve never met anyone as special and my biggest fear is I never will again.
And I’m sorry. Sorry for being passive aggressive at times. Sorry for keeping everything bottled inside for so long. Sorry for everything.
If you haven’t already, you’re probably trying to forget about me. That’s fine I guess. You can’t force somebody to love you. I hope we both end up happy even if we’re not together.