• Schizophrenia stole him

    by  • February 17, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 3 Comments

    I couldn’t wait to see you again. I had waited years to finally see you..

    And then you went on about building a spaceship and being an alien. And talking so fast, I couldn’t say a word. Your talents seem to be lost somewhere. And you don’t remember who we were.

    It breaks my heart that all I dreampt about talking to you and catching up is just nullified. You can’t even hold a conversation.

    And you say pot is your medicine? Did it fry your brain, or do you actually need your meds?

    I don’t even know where to go from here.. sadly I have to walk away like I never knew you bc it tears me up.

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    3 Responses to Schizophrenia stole him

    1. Britney
      February 18, 2015 at 2:00 am

      Walking away doesnt make the pain lessen. This person you speak of is human just like you. Regardless if they are dealing with mental problems they still find comfort in a friends presence. Yes right now theres spaceships or whatever. They are not permanently there and the secret plan to carry you away.

      So its something uncomfortable for you to wrap your brain around. As it should be. But for your friend this is probably scary as well. Having you there through this to support them and having you still there when the days are clear will mean more than any other act of kindness.
      You say it hurts you. Imagine how living this way affects them.

      Please do not turn your back on this person and become like most selfish people. At the end of the day we are all human and fighting our own battles but if we all follow through with this mentality and leave when difficult times arise then we will all be alone in life.

      Stay Strong


    2. Mai
      February 18, 2015 at 6:48 am

      I will never know who this letter was meant for . But it is so strange and funny how we all in the world share pieces of stories. I have a friend that I suspect the same has happen to him as well. Then again it’s not always safe to call someone crazy just because you don’t understand the world the way they do. In a short time I have learned that there is some truth to some things we all just don’t understand. This world is full of corruption and lies and we have not been told the absolute truth about a lot of things. You should never just take what someone else say about a person, place, idea or matter and build you life, as if it is the truth without doing your own research.
      I’m sorry that your friend thinks he is somehow an alien . I’m sorry that you heart is broken and hope you both can heal.


    3. Mai
      February 19, 2015 at 7:01 am

      Also Schizophrenia is not a mental illness according to DSM regulations . It is caused by a persons environment or a trauma maybe . A change of scenery my very well help the person . In dealing with trauma sometimes a person is mentally locked into the traumatic event, and they create things to help them escape.



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