I would have thought that given everything… you could just disappear from my thoughts, much like you have from my life. I find myself faking life more and more to just try and ‘feel happy’ I took a trip to Mardi Gras to forget you and cried on the plane on the way back just thinking of your image.
After everything, I still love you and am just sitting here… heartbroken, and planning again to leave my house to just go and find something to be happier. I love you, you twisted and lost woman… your quicksand of a life sucked me in, and even though I am free. I just want to drown in it with you.