The world is gliding on love with Valentine’s Day 24 hrs away. You can feel the energy vibrating everywhere. Which is kind of sad that people only feel that way once a year. I enjoy being a loving person as much as possible. So much so to the point of over loving someone constantly. He didn’t appreciate it and maybe at the level it was giving was frightening to him. After contacting and expressing my feelings there was dead silence. As if everything was very foreign between us. What I take from it all is at least I conquered the fear of opening my heart. I hated being vulnerable and open with anyone, he got to see a part of me a lot of people never have experienced with me. I feel I have cried enough over the loss. I’m moving on. Let the past be just that the past.
It’s a funny thing, the less people have to live for, the less nerve they have to risk losing nothing.
Zora Neale Hurston